What Even is This?

What is this? How do you even-
I'll say something silly if I keep breathing.
Another poem of boring thoughts
Does he like me? I think not.
I'll move to the country and run away
Take my bagpipes and learn to play
I'll live so far I could never find me
To think of the silly things that remind me
Complete sentences? Let's forget.
It can slip through the holes in my butterfly net
Catch the things that mean it all
Saturdays with a soccer ball
Pizza, chicken, they'll all rot.
Does he like me? I think not.
Oh my goodness I'm such a teen
Concentrated on things I've seen
I need to get my focus in view
Fix the old and start something new
First things first: get off of the computer
Grabs some skates or ride a scooter
Obsessed with all my comments and likes
Writing about the autumn and bikes
Does he like me? I think not.
Does it matter? Not a lot.